Another day another story to begin with.
What did I do today? Well, its the common thing that almost everybody done in their life perhaps. The difference is I'm not working. I'm everybody helper at this house.
I'm not saying that I'm being ungrateful to what I have nowdays. I'm just got nothing to felt anymore.
The feeling of scared, sad or happy its very seldom come to me. Is it weird? I dont know. Maybe I'm going emotionless?
I tend to ignore my needs on emotions and feelings nowadays.
When I'm thinking and not doing anything, there is a lot of monologue running thru my head. Until I'll be overwhelmed with all the words that flying thru my head. And when I decided to write or type anything everything will be gone like a dust and very hard to capture!
My head blank again and my eyes were sleepy and trust me after I ended this essay my eyeswill be fresh like being washed using washing machine...
Adios!
ola... setelah sekian lama aku tak mencoretkan kata2 aku kat blog nie. aku skang nie ngah cuti n aku ngah blur tak tau mcm mana nk bersihkan umah yg bsr nie. aku bkn nk blagak tp aku serius tak tau macam mana nk bersih rumah besar yang aku n family aku duduk skang nie. parents aku skang ngah wat haji kat mekah n the nicest thing since they arrive there until now they kept calling us. adik bradik aku mmg rindu giler ngan parents kitaorg. sbb tak prnh berjauh pun. aku plg jauh pun ms blaja kat KL ms wat diploma. n skang nie pun aku sorng2 kat umah bsr nie even though ada maksu n sepupu yang meneman. aku rs kosong giler tanpa adik2 aku. walaupun kitaorg tak brape nk rapat ms parents kitaorg ada kat umah n now i realize that we need each other. adik kena duduk kat kampung for this 2 months until our parents comes homes. kejam tak mereka yang buat pd kitaorg mcm nie? aku adik bradik mmg tak suka giler. mslhnya kitaorg nie bknnya kecik lg. sumenya dh bsr pjg. mcm aku dh pun 22 tahun tp still...
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