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Another day another story to begin with. What did I do today? Well, its the common thing that almost everybody done in their life perhaps. The difference is I'm not working. I'm everybody helper at this house. I'm not saying that I'm being ungrateful to what I have nowdays. I'm just got nothing to felt anymore. The feeling of scared, sad or happy its very seldom come to me. Is it weird? I dont know. Maybe I'm going emotionless? I tend to ignore my needs on emotions and feelings nowadays. When I'm thinking and not doing anything, there is a lot of monologue running thru my head. Until I'll be overwhelmed with all the words that flying thru my head. And when I decided to write or type anything everything will be gone like a dust and very hard to capture! My head blank again and my eyes were sleepy and trust me after I ended this essay my eyeswill be fresh like being washed using washing machine... Adios!

Today already Thursday on 26/12/2024. Today I woke up late again due to my fever and sore throat. Wake up for Subuh prayer and my head felt so heavy I fell asleep again. I decide to woke up and planned to do some laundry for me because I couldnt do yesterday and the day before. And to my surprise someone who has passed the REBELLIOUS PHASE made a decision to do the laundry today. I'm flustered with the situation and come back to my room. Kept my mind running on what I need to do today. I've folded up the abundance of laundry before which is 3 big basket last night before went to sleep. Its totally made my mood off until I totally got no appetied to eat. Continue to cave in my room and play some game. Because I almost forget what has happened and my stomach grumbling and walk again to the kitchen to see what I can eat & I decide to cook Shin Ramyun to ease up nose and throat. Its totally fire up my nose with some air to breath though. Back to the REBELLION story. ...

I'm still at home unemployed and just do my house chores as usual. Woke up early but came out from my room a bit late and start to do laundry for my parents and me. Normally people will do laundry everyday but as for my housebold it will be 2-3 days. Because its only 3 of us at home and not much laundry to be done. So, we just pile up the laundry for 2-3days and I'll collect it and bring to the machine. Simple as that. But the worse part was to fold all the laundry. It will take days for me to do because I need the mood.. hahahah!!! I know not only me having this kind of syndrome... For 3 of us the laundry not much but I need to run the machine at least 3 times and the machine only for washing not dry. Its 10kg machine. What else that I do.. Oh! ya... I make lunch for my family. Today's dish was Chicken Soup and Barley Tea. For my parents I cook rice to eat with the Chicken soup but for me I make Sujebi (Korean Food) to be eaten with the soup. I feel want to eat that th...

Since yesterday night I have trouble to sleep. Well, its because toxic things happend and it might takes longer time to be resolve. How to communicate with narcissist people? I'm having problem to spell the word... hahhah!!! Am I wrong to assume that the person that we wanted to communicate to keep avoid the talk by crying, are narcissist? Again I'm Googling how to spell the word! How are we gonna have the communcation then if the ending will be crying instead of talking? How are we gonna solve the issue arise? How? Can someone help me with this? I don't know how to help the person who need to face this narcissist. I can lend my ear but I dont know how to help for that person to counter back. Its a married couple with 2 small children which is 5 & 2 years old. The narcissist is the wife who were SAHM. Husband is working to fullfill his responsibility as a husband and a father. Maybe you've wonder why thus their problem become my issue for having trouble to sleep...

lama giler tak mengupdate blog yang boleh dikataka sudah usang ini. almaklumlah sudah bekerja dan tiada masa untuk diluangkan bersama dengan blog. tetba terasa nak mengupdate. tak sangka dah masuk 2tahun aku tak wat pape dengan blog nie.. huhuhu!!! sekarang aku kerja sebagai seorang customer service kat syarikat TELCO warna kuning tu.. heheh!!! gaji bolehla tahan dan macam tak percaya dh masuk 9bulan aku kerja kat situ. sebelum tu aku dah kerja dekat ASTRO as a customer service jugak. tetba dh rasa seronok dengan kerjaya aku sekarang nie. masa kerja dengan ASTRO tu tak berapa nak seronok sangat sebab asyik rasa kene tindas je dengan agensi SCICOM tu. adalah 6bulan aku keje kat sana. n then aku saje je apply keje dalam jobstreet sbb ura2 yang diorang x nak sambung kontrak kitorang. aku apply keje len as a customer service jugak and keje tulah yang aku dapat skang nie. ALHAMDULILLAH dengan berkat usaha dan rezeki yang diberikan oleh ALLAH kerja yang aku dapat skang nie sedikit sebanyak m...

Salam.. hr nie hr rabu bersamaan dengan 11 nov 2009. hr aku last paper utk sem nie.. tp esk kene gi komersial utk gather ngan kwn wat report utk viva hr jumaat nie.. huhuhu!! igt leh relaks jap.. sabtu nnt nk kuar ngan syahirah plak.. jln jela keje aku.. hahah!! paper hr nie susah!! aku kompiden jwb satu soklan jer.. ahaks!! tawakkal jela.. :))