Today is 19 Ramadan for 2025.
This year will be Pahang which is my mom hometown for us to celebrate Eid. These year that state were no longer be my fave place to go to. Either for vacation or visit. You may call me arrogant or anything. It wont affect me anymore.
I'm seeking for anything that can be done. I realised that after few years not working and being homebody, I'm more busy than the years I'm working.
I've got no time for myself and even if I got the time, it will be replaced either with me sleeping or scrolling the phone.
I've got so many project that supposed to be done or finished but it being abondoned happily by me.
Now, I'm being proposed by new project which is business but I'm scared to start. It's not just the proposal done today and you may proceed tomorrow! It's not like that for me. Maybe for other people does but not me.
I wish that I can be or provide a big helpfor my family.
ola... setelah sekian lama aku tak mencoretkan kata2 aku kat blog nie. aku skang nie ngah cuti n aku ngah blur tak tau mcm mana nk bersihkan umah yg bsr nie. aku bkn nk blagak tp aku serius tak tau macam mana nk bersih rumah besar yang aku n family aku duduk skang nie. parents aku skang ngah wat haji kat mekah n the nicest thing since they arrive there until now they kept calling us. adik bradik aku mmg rindu giler ngan parents kitaorg. sbb tak prnh berjauh pun. aku plg jauh pun ms blaja kat KL ms wat diploma. n skang nie pun aku sorng2 kat umah bsr nie even though ada maksu n sepupu yang meneman. aku rs kosong giler tanpa adik2 aku. walaupun kitaorg tak brape nk rapat ms parents kitaorg ada kat umah n now i realize that we need each other. adik kena duduk kat kampung for this 2 months until our parents comes homes. kejam tak mereka yang buat pd kitaorg mcm nie? aku adik bradik mmg tak suka giler. mslhnya kitaorg nie bknnya kecik lg. sumenya dh bsr pjg. mcm aku dh pun 22 tahun tp still...
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